Strange...

OMG... I had a really strange dream today... i dreamt that i was injected with some kind of serum that turned me into a male and not only that, the serum was in the hands of guinea pigs...
and the only thing that could turn me back into my female body, would be the antidote. and it seemed that the antidote could not be found at the time being... thus resulting my doctor to go in search for the antidote for me, while i continued my life in the male body i now posses. so i was made to go back to school and strangely, one of my classmates, a really good looking, and very male class mate, had fallen for me in my current body. During Gym class, he had somehow cornered me and drugged me. and by the time i woke up, i was tied to a bed in a room which i was not familliar with. and guess what, i was naked too... then all of a sudden my kidnapper(my classmate...) came into the room and starte to do things to me, then he raped me. and then the next day, i woke up with his arms wrapped around me. and i was shocked. so i grabbed the only thing that could shield my body from his eyes, and moved backwards from my position, which had me ending up on the floor. when i tried getting away, he grabbed me and didn't let go. so i was held captive. and even worse was that after the 3rd day, he made me wear a frilly mini skirt to school. and when i went anywhere, he would follow, with his arm around my waist. there was once i wanted to go to the toilet and i excused myself form the class, and he followed. and when i was in the wash room, and nobody was around, he locked the main door, preventing anyone coming in and preventing me from going out. he had once again cornered me, and he did it to me again. but this time, it was slightly different. i had a phone call while he was thrusting and i picked up the call. on the other line was my doctor telling me that they had found the antidote. i was about to ask him when i could get it, when my so called kidnapper took my phone from me and asked who was on the line. and my doctor had told him what i was told a few seconds before. and before i knew it, he hung up the phone, and continued his ministrations to me. and before long, i had passed out. when i woke up, i found myself in the nurses office, with my captie no where to be found. then i remembered the antidote. so i quickly rang up my doctor, and apparently, my kidnapper had colleted the one and only antidote left. and i knew he wasn't gonna give it to me. so i went in search for him. and when i found him, he was pouring away the antidote leaving nothing behind. at that moment, i broke down and cried, asking him why he did it. and all he said was; "J, all i want is for you to be mine. is that so difficult?"
I cried more and told him that it was to turn me back to my original body, but he said that he wanted me to be male, cos he like me as a male. i told him i hated him and i wanted to run away, but i couldn't find the strength to move as i felt that all hope was gone. so he brought me home and i just slept the rest of the day away, after crying myself to sleep. the next day, my kidnapper had asked me to sign a document, saying that it was for a field trip that was coming up for our class, and i signed it. little did i know, till later that day, i had signed a marriage paper, and right after i had signed it, it was turned in to the council and i was officially married to him. he had given me a ring and made me wear it. simbolising i was his. i had no choice but to accept it now, that my only hope of returning back to normal was gone. at least i had someone who loved me. right...?

The End.

I know. my mind's kinda twisted. but i have no idea why i had that type of dream...

Selling hello kittys.

I'm selling limited edition hello kittys now. and this is only open to Singapore. i only have a few. so if you wnat them, be quick. i sell them as singles. the prices and photos will be uploaded soon and the prices are now being discussed. so if you want them, let me know.

Wohoo!!!

Nya!!! I'm back!!! and I'm going to go away once again for a few days in april. I'll be going for camp during the school holidays for three days and two nights. it's a leadership camp. it's at city beach resort, around sentosa area... infact it's opposite sentosa... lol. gonna do my best! gambatteru yo!! and i just finished my IF project!! wahoo!! I did an online game shop... and it turned out quite good... :P well... gtg, need to revise 4 phase test at 2 o'clock. ;D

Hellooooo!!!

Nya! exams are in 2 weeks time and stress comes with it. lucky, i've got a trip after the exams, toooo.... Europe, PARIS!!! i get to go to the iffle tower, and go tho neterlands.... o.o i hope i odn't lose my temper tis time, and ruin every1s vacation... Oh god, give me hope and faith to not get angry... oh well... my 2 other blogs, are now stagnent. nothin 2 put in... meh. wadeva... i'll write soon ... bb...

Yo!

Hey! long time no.... ah whatever... u know wad i mean... jus finished a test and i'm gonna fall asleep soon...Zzzz.... anyway... there's a new poem i just finished writin in june.... and i never got around to post it... but here it is now... enjoy! :D

Bitter sweet by J.C.

Eyes cold blue
Heart cold as ice
who can I turn to
when I'm down
In the depths
of the cruel world

Who will save me
From my horrible fate
Calling, withering
Fading away
I'm listening to you
But i'm invincible
You don't see me
In your eyes I don't exist
I never did
I am worthless
Like a withering black rose
Cut off of it's life supply

Where can I rest my head
When It's over
Who will watch me as I die
When will my life come to an end
And start over with bitter sweet begginings

sorry if it wasn't any good... but i was thinkin of naruto and sasuke when i wrote this... bb!

New! all in 2008!

Yo! New school with a new attitude! got tons of ccas in line... mostly sports.... T.T ah well... good to toughfen me up! Oh yeah... jus met mark lee on sat... lol... lives somewhere in yio chu kang... lol weee... gotta go... get ang pao and spend on games probably... lol

Fanfics...

Yo! I have finally posted my Fanfics and there are two. Yippie!! The 1st one is called Tysons firsts. Warning: Do not read if you are under 16 - Those who mature faster- or 18. Oh yeah. do not diss my work. here's the first 1

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3976403/1/Tysons_Firsts

And... The second one is rated teen so anyone can read it.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3977878/1/Everything_you_want

Both are complete and completely mine. so read if you please.